Breathe

I have something to tell ya'll. At the moment, I'm just a wee bit miserable. I need to get to bed but that's proving to be quite difficult. Normally that might be the reason for the misery but today, well today it's something entirely different.
I just remember a time where every damn thing was easy, as opposed to now, where, just about every damn thing is difficult. You just look forward to one area of your life being pleasant but that's not the plan is it? The plan seems to misery being tossed back and forth between different areas of your life, somewhat like an awful tennis match. It's always one, the other, both, the other, or all of the above. Things that are supposed to make you happy do so once in a bit and do the opposite too much to ignore. It's all very exhausting.
I'm exhausted. The feeling of being carefree, I miss it so.
Here's hoping that everyone else is having a better Monday, week, month, year and I'm sure eventually, life.
Even though it's rather hard at the moment, love to all.